My Journal

Changes Going Forward, More Art To Come.

My last art post, not including this one or the one I made for my recent journal entry, was on the 16th of August. That means it’s been 64 days or about 2 months since I last posted any substantial artwork.   After dealing with the fallout of the family I was staying with, I’ve been thinking about how I need to focus on my art again. Not just for…

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In Gaming, My Journal

We All Got Played: ProJared Reveals The Truth Behind His Controversy.

Lied to and played like a f@#king fiddle from the beginning.   Three months after the drama, ProJared finally comes forward with information and hard evidence about everything that transpired, in his video “YOU’VE BEEN LIED TO“. And damn, I am so livid right now.   What you will find out is that what happened with Jared was nothing more than a meticulous plan by three deceitful people to utterly…

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Thank you, Rich. I Also Needed To Hear That.

ReviewTechUSA proves that he’s still one of the wisest YouTubers on the platform.   It’s really no secret to my friends that I’ve been going through some pretty bad stuff on social media during the last two months.   There was a controversy I was involved in where one of my supposed “friends” sent her friends to attack me after she gave me an ultimatum about my best friend.  …

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Facebook Banned Me For 30 Days For Talking About My Self-Harm.

Facebook’s distasteful community moderation rares its ugly face.   It’s been a while since my last article, hasn’t it?   That’s because I was suffering from some pretty heavy depression and a lack of creativity in the majority of July. Social media contributed to my decaying mental health so I decided it was time to take a much-needed break. I did so for about a week and isolated myself, not…

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How I Escaped My Abusive And Manipulative Parents.

An End To Years of Abuse.   At the time of writing this, it has been over two weeks since I left the home of my abusive family. I’m in a more loving family now where I’m away from the people that brought me continuous suffering and misery that affected my mental health.   Before this all started, I wasn’t much for talking about my personal life. I liked to…

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I’m Worried About Holly Conrad.

Please, I don’t want her to be added to the list of persons we’ve lost so far.   Before going into this, I just want to say that I’m not here to convince anyone that Holly Conrad did anything right or not in the midst of the ProJared controversy. I’m only here to voice my concerns as someone who knows what it’s like to suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts,…

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In Gaming, My Journal

Etika Is Gone And I Hate Internet Culture More.

“He’s just doing it for attention”, they said.   One of my favourite YouTubers, Etika, also known as Desmond Amofah, has now been confirmed dead following the discovery of his body after he went missing for several days. Even before he talked about it himself, there were numerous signs of him suffering from mental illness leading up to this, like when he threatened to kill himself and the police were…

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