My Journal

I’m Worried About Holly Conrad.

Please, I don’t want her to be added to the list of persons we’ve lost so far.   Before going into this, I just want to say that I’m not here to convince anyone that Holly Conrad did anything right or not in the midst of the ProJared controversy. I’m only here to voice my concerns as someone who knows what it’s like to suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts,…

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In Gaming, My Journal

Etika Is Gone And I Hate Internet Culture More.

“He’s just doing it for attention”, they said.   One of my favourite YouTubers, Etika, also known as Desmond Amofah, has now been confirmed dead following the discovery of his body after he went missing for several days. Even before he talked about it himself, there were numerous signs of him suffering from mental illness leading up to this, like when he threatened to kill himself and the police were…

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My Journal

Evernote Knows It Can Get Away With Being Anti-Consumer.

evernote

Truly a shadow of its former self.    Oh, Evernote.   When I first used you back in 2014, you were one of the best things to ever happen to me. You changed the way I took notes forever and made me far more organised than any other app I used. Really, you were in a league of your own.   But now, your main purpose is to squeeze money…

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I GOT FAN ART! ☆♡

On the left, a recent one, was given to be by Archie a.k.a @_sleepiehead. They based it on my latest selfie I posted on the page. o(≧▽≦)o I look adorbs! Of course I couldn’t leave out my bro Nat who has the honour of being the very first to draw me fan art (the one on the right). (≧◡≦) ♡ I look mega adorbs here! I’m not a furry, but…

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My Journal

To Truscum And Tucute: Please Stop With This War Against Each Other.

Disclaimer/Warning: This article requires an open mind and level headed maturity. If you are sensitive to this topic, I must ask you to not proceed. Strong language is shown. All names of my friends have been changed to keep confidentiality.   I really believe this needs to be said. At the time of writing this, I was recently involved in a huge debacle of friends fighting over what having and…

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My Illustrations, My Journal

Mommy Cloud [Fanart]

“Gee, I wonder where Bethany is?”. I’m here and I’m overstressed with school. Kill me (눈_눈). I really needed to draw something this weekend. School has been tearing me apart (╥_╥) That’s why I haven’t posted any comics in a while, so I’ve taking the time to destress myself with some drawing and gaming.  I decided to do fanart of my favourite ASMR creator: Mommy Cloud Audios. I’ve never really told anyone…

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My Journal

Just here, in bed.

Sorry for the lack of updates. For the last week I haven’t been feeling too well, so I’ve been in a bit of a slum. My psychiatrist appointments have gone very well and she is thankfully more focused on my health (unlike my last psychiatrist 🙄) But I forgot to tell her last week I’ve been having nightmares lately and I don’t know why 😥 If you’re friends with me…

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