My Journal

Facebook Banned Me For 30 Days For Talking About My Self-Harm.

Facebook’s distasteful community moderation rares its ugly face.   It’s been a while since my last article, hasn’t it?   That’s because I was suffering from some pretty heavy depression and a lack of creativity in the majority of July. Social media contributed to my decaying mental health so I decided it was time to take a much-needed break. I did so for about a week and isolated myself, not…

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How I Escaped My Abusive And Manipulative Parents.

An End To Years of Abuse.   At the time of writing this, it has been over two weeks since I left the home of my abusive family. I’m in a more loving family now where I’m away from the people that brought me continuous suffering and misery that affected my mental health.   Before this all started, I wasn’t much for talking about my personal life. I liked to…

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I’m Worried About Holly Conrad.

Please, I don’t want her to be added to the list of persons we’ve lost so far.   Before going into this, I just want to say that I’m not here to convince anyone that Holly Conrad did anything right or not in the midst of the ProJared controversy. I’m only here to voice my concerns as someone who knows what it’s like to suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts,…

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In Gaming, My Journal

Etika Is Gone And I Hate Internet Culture More.

“He’s just doing it for attention”, they said.   One of my favourite YouTubers, Etika, also known as Desmond Amofah, has now been confirmed dead following the discovery of his body after he went missing for several days. Even before he talked about it himself, there were numerous signs of him suffering from mental illness leading up to this, like when he threatened to kill himself and the police were…

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I GOT FAN ART! ☆♡

On the left, a recent one, was given to be by Archie a.k.a @_sleepiehead. They based it on my latest selfie I posted on the page. o(≧▽≦)o I look adorbs! Of course I couldn’t leave out my bro Nat who has the honour of being the very first to draw me fan art (the one on the right). (≧◡≦) ♡ I look mega adorbs here! I’m not a furry, but…

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To Truscum And Tucute: Please Stop With This War Against Each Other.

Disclaimer/Warning: This article requires an open mind and level headed maturity. If you are sensitive to this topic, I must ask you to not proceed. Strong language is shown. All names of my friends have been changed to keep confidentiality.   I really believe this needs to be said. At the time of writing this, I was recently involved in a huge debacle of friends fighting over what having and…

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My Illustrations, My Journal

Mommy Cloud [Fanart]

“Gee, I wonder where Bethany is?”. I’m here and I’m overstressed with school. Kill me (눈_눈). I really needed to draw something this weekend. School has been tearing me apart (╥_╥) That’s why I haven’t posted any comics in a while, so I’ve taking the time to destress myself with some drawing and gaming.  I decided to do fanart of my favourite ASMR creator: Mommy Cloud Audios. I’ve never really told anyone…

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