Category Archives: My Journal

You won’t be forgotten, ol’ friend.   The news broke that the instant messaging app Kik is shutting down due a “legal battle against the US Securities and Exchange Commission over its digital currency offering”, as Telegraph’s ‘Natasha Bernal’ puts it.   This came as a complete surprise to me and it’s almost heartbreaking to see the app that I have so much personal history with is going to disappear. I didn’t use the app all that much recently, but I still found it pretty useful every now and again for when I needed to disconnect from socially interacting with my friends.   Kik is where I met one of my closest friends who have supported me for years through my endeavours. They still do, and they were actually the first person I told when I read the news.   He wasn’t as surprised as I was though as he…

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Lied to and played like a f@#king fiddle from the beginning.   Three months after the drama, ProJared finally comes forward with information and hard evidence about everything that transpired, in his video “YOU’VE BEEN LIED TO“. And damn, I am so livid right now.   What you will find out is that what happened with Jared was nothing more than a meticulous plan by three deceitful people to utterly destroy his career with falsified evidence and using the internet’s “Guilty Until Proven Innocent” philosophy to its most destructive intent.   A Quick Rewind.   Jared Knabenbauer (ProJared) was caught up in a big controversy where two fans of his alleged that he solicited nudes from them, saying he knew that they were underage. Along with these allegations, Jared’s ex-wife, Heidi O’Ferrall, spoke about her allegedly abusive relationship with Jared and how he cheated on her with Holly Conrad.  …

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ReviewTechUSA proves that he’s still one of the wisest YouTubers on the platform.   It’s really no secret to my friends that I’ve been going through some pretty bad stuff on social media during the last two months.   There was a controversy I was involved in where one of my supposed “friends” sent her friends to attack me after she gave me an ultimatum about my best friend.   After that, I was pretty shaken up about the ordeal. And with the things regarding me having to leave my abusive parents, it further added to me being in a really dark place of mind.   Thankfully, I’ve recovered from most of it and I’m feeling increasingly better now. After regaining my purpose in life, things started to look up, and what solidified that a bit more was a video where Rich (ReviewTechUSA) addresses Boogie (Boogie2988) about the things he’s…

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An End To Years of Abuse.   At the time of writing this, it has been over two weeks since I left the home of my abusive family. I’m in a more loving family now where I’m away from the people that brought me continuous suffering and misery that affected my mental health.   Before this all started, I wasn’t much for talking about my personal life. I liked to pretend all was well, but now I’ve been expressing more of what happens behind the scenes to my friends.   About three weeks ago, my mother told me she is giving me four days to leave her home.   The Beginning.   In case you missed the hints on my website, I’m transgender (I also identify as a lesbian).   Unfortunately for my whole life, I’ve had to grow up in a strictly religious household where my mother was the…

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